Dikt av alex :):)   (orelaterad)




The rainSitting in the rain is my favourite place in the world.
No one sees me cry no one tells me to go and die.
Here I can be me, here I fell so free.I know that soon the rain will end and I will go back, knowing that I have no friend.I could take my life away, saying goodbye today.
  I just can’t handle the pain whit out the rain.
Only when the water is falling form the sky I can cry.    Only when the water is falling form the sky, I fell I might give my life one more try.
But it’s not worth to try I know that soon I will die.
I can’t just pretend I know this is the end.
Whit this knife I will end my life.

Here in the rain I’ll end my pain. Here in the rain only my dead body will remain.

Varför skrattar ni, vad har jag gjort er
era blickar och lömska leenden är allt jag ser
Aldrig har jag förstått, förstått vad jag gjort fel
Visst jag har klantat mig, jag har sagt en del
Men jag förstår aldrig vart starten på allt detta var
hur många år, hur många dar?
Jag har aldrig förstått varför ni skrattar åt mig
Är jag verkligen, so väldigt olik dig?
Det har gått ett tag, har försökt förtränga
Jag har försökt släppa, har försökt att stänga.
Stänga mina öron så jag inte hör
Hör vad ni viskar, hör vad ni gör
Stänga mina ögon så jag inte ser
Ser hur ni hånar, ser hur ni ler
Stänga mitt hjärta så jag inte förstår
Förstår hur jag hatar mig själv, att jag inte läkt mina sår.

TOMAS
my friend, i can’t remember i ever thankt you,
even if it’s always in my thoughts
how much you really mean to me,
how much you have don for me.
And i’m not sure if even you know,
how unselfish you are.
We don’t speek to eachother to often,
but still you suprise mme, when you understand
me so well.
I’ve almost never seen you mad at anyone.
Most of the time i see you with a bright smile
on your face.
You always got some smart idea,
i just could deram of, come up with my self.
You are an amazing personn
and i never thankt you,
so thank you for beeing my friend.

The wind

In the coold wind, i walking home from school
Just another day, feel lika and been treated as a fool 

I feel the wind, whispering in my ears,
its cold, and going trough my hole bode and all my fears 

The whispers reminds me about all” i hate you” trough the years
i try to forgot, but down my face, slowely run those burning tears

 And if i had a little hole piece of my heart left, the wind blow it away 
Just as the sky, my soul wear the shade of grey 

I’ve lost the numbers of how many times i’ve cired on this street
I’ve lost the numbers of how many times they made my heart stop beat 

Sometimes, when they force me to the ground, 
people just walk by, whole quiet, without a sound 

The wind keep on whisper, those words they spokenI
whisper back: Why care, my heart is already broken

EMMA
The first time i saw you, you were smiling, you did laugh
right then i did’t know you would make me laugh at the floor,
folden on half
How can people make me fel so really happy
even the first time we spoke to eachother, the conversation was snappy
You can make all your friends smile like geeks
Dosn’t matter if it’s jokes, or just normaly speaks
If i would describe you, i would do it best when im smiling
Cous all or laughs, we could start piling
All this smiles, they are imbosible too soy
so thank you for all this happiness, and all this joy

If my heart were a butterfly, it would
have lost the wings long ago
It would be black and it
would be broken so
It would bleed from the scar,
and to the bright days it would be far
It would have lost all the hope and faith
I can't go further, it can't wait
I just can't pretend
This will be the end

Tror ni verkligen att jag inte kommer ihåg,
att jag inte minns?
Förlåt för att jag lever,
Förlåt för att jag finns,
Nu är det länge sen jag borde ha gett upp.
Borde sen länge slutat spela i denna cup.
Jag trodde kanske jag var värd nått,
var något mer....
Men inte i era ögon,
jag var aldrig bra nog åt er.
Men det är lugnt, det behövs inte nu, jag,
precis som mina drömmar gick för länge sen itu.
Jag vet nu, precis vart jag ska,
jag ska dit, precis dit ni sa
Hoppas ni skrattar, hoppas ni ler,
Så farväl, jag finns inte mer.

I close my eyes, the light touches my hands
Thou my eyes are closed, i can see it so clear
The happyness, the brightness in my hand, the hope
The light only grows stronger, its amazing
All the human in the world is smiling, there is nomore lonely kids
There is no more unfairness, no more pain
People with different believes talking about the weahter
Animals running free, along the big rivers
Oh light, please don't go
This is the meaning with it all, cant you see light
The happyness, cant you see it? This hope
Suddenly i open my eyes,to understand my dream is over
I open my hand, to understand that the ash in my hand is not a dream